“I was sorely unprepared for how the birth of my son would change me. It’s as if the axis of my little universe suddenly and irreversibly shifted. I’ve read many times that having a child feels like watching your heart walk around outside your body. THAT is the truth. And it can be terrifying. I go down dark scary holes thinking about all the “what-ifs” for my little heart, and I wish I didn’t but I don’t understand how one avoids that? Your most vital organ is now out in the world, swinging on swings, climbing stairs, scraping his knees, eventually growing into a teenager (!), completely unprotected by your body. It’s a wonder mothers survive the emotional upheaval.”

(via a guest post by kristina on hankandlucy)